J is for Just... (and an update)

Just a little rain
just a little cold
just a little spring is getting
just a little old. Blah!



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Thanks for all the comments from yesterday. Some truly made me laugh (Jennifer, ha!), but really that IS the meanest thing I'd say (I'm serious). We did just let the issue drop, and I did take him to bed later. I didn't feel like I needed to apologize again, and all is well.

Honestly we are usually pretty nice to each other. We don't argue very often, and when we do we're pretty civil. I'm just not a mean person. It's just who I am. I wish once in a while I could get really mad, but it doesn't really happen. I suppose it's good, and it's me.

I think the reason I got so upset was it felt like it was a shot at my weight. I am overweight, and I know it, and Matt knows it, and he knows I know it. It's an issue, but it's not. I hope you know what I mean. Most times Matt says anything about it, I'm pretty touchy. I feel like I know my own problems, but I don't need to hear about them. Yet he most often means nothing by it or is just trying to be kind and encouraging. But it's one issue I get upset about. Anyway, I don't think this is the time to talk about that, but it does give a little insight as to why I jumped at my husband. Poor guy. I made it better though, I promise.